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2019-09-18
It's 3am in the morning and I can't sleep. Went to bed at 10pm – 5 hours of sleep! I know it's b/c I had a strong cup of coffee @ 4pm and I am going “home” today. I had a beautiful coin out. And suprisingly[sic], Kate said the most profound + meaningful words. The I have beauty + pure muscle in that brain. I am leaving here renewed – restored – re-energized for my life. 16 days ago, I was dropped off and now I am leaving with more confidence + hope than I've had in awhile. I am so grateful for who I've met, what I learned, and who I am becoming without the poison + shit polluting my precious body. It's been 7 days without a cigarette + 16 days without any substances in this body of mine. Keep going – moving ahead to a healthier life filled with wellness.
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| Sentiment (-1=negative, 1=positive) | |
| Score | 0.21733650306667 |
| Emotion Scores (0-1) | |
| Joy | 0.0072614424255988 |
| Sadness | 0.11825404090784 |
| Fear | 0 |
| Anger | 0.00045449981408803 |
| Surprise | 0.48533406599474 |
| Disgust | 0.2466084799593 |
| Key Words | |
| day going morning renew filled ahead mine substance body precious | |
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