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2019-09-05
Second day @ women's unit. It was a good day... I reached my goal I went to the gym, smoked less cigarettes, worked through reservations with AA vs. NA. August 30th will always be a special day for me but my sobriety date is 9.4.19 I'm using Beau as my higher power. It's getting easier to comprehend 100% sobriety + my long term goal is one year of continuous sobriety. I won't have phone privlidges[sic] for another 2 days which sucks. But I guess it's better for me to truly focus on myself. The women here are amazing. I truly love them. Forming strong bonds. This just might be the real deal – only took me 15 years to get here. But better now than never.
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