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2019-07-16
Thunder Moon The thunder moon is upon us – releasing old emotions and getting “clear” on what I want. The confusion + standstill “ness” seems to be lifting. I am attempting to try a different route. The route of Refuge Recovery and medical marijuana. Lately, I have been eager + excited to engage in the campaign this fall. My mood has been stable and things starting to look “up” for me. I am slowly recovering from my last episode. It's Day #3 and going to wait some time before jumping “in” again. It feels more organic to not focus soley[sic] on my addiction. But instead, to focus on my health + overall well-being.
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| Fear | 0 |
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| Surprise | 0.49104911983709 |
| Disgust | 0.088336034154822 |
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| route thunder slowly health focus addiction organic jumping wait going | |
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