BasicInfo
Please note that every effort has been made to keep all content of the diary entries identical to the original (including things like line breaks). The only modification that has been made is standardization of the dates, since several different formats were used (m.d.y, m/d/y, m-d-y). You may notice that some entries end abruptly or trail off - this is not due to incorrect transcription - feel free to compare to the original pdf copy at bidendiary.com.
DiaryEntry
2019-04-08
It's been 4 days without one + 3 days without the other. I am starting to come back to life. I am not ok with what's going on – he has to make a decision – that this will be the last time @ least last time here. I can't do this with him – wasn't what I signed up for. It's not fair to me or my recovery. Tomorrow I am getting up early + going to a meeting.
LinguisticAnalysis
Sentiment (-1=negative, 1=positive) | |
Score | -0.060927211375 |
Emotion Scores (0-1) | |
Joy | 0.091318116295666 |
Sadness | 0.31783407499284 |
Fear | 0 |
Anger | 0 |
Surprise | 0 |
Disgust | 0 |
Key Words | |
day come life decision time sign recovery early meeting |