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2019-04-02
Moved in + now living in Del Ray[sic] wasn't the best of nights. I used. I would like to start over + not make this a chaotic transition. But I'm getting organized and really trying to turn it around. Today is Day #1 without the hard shit + I'd like to keep it that way. Although it's somewhat difficult when E is on drugs – I want to be supportive but don't know how. He will either need to detox on his own or go back to detox for a little while. I do have to be sober regardless + I really want to. I want this now more than ever. Going to go to women's Divas meeting in the am + meet with my sponsor in pm. Really trying to get my ass organized + focused. It feels really good to be here. I feel free...
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| Score | 0.11628307603194 |
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| Joy | 0.087594082383726 |
| Sadness | 0 |
| Fear | 0.25087425770117 |
| Anger | 0.37685785279002 |
| Surprise | 0 |
| Disgust | 0 |
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| really like feel trying living sober focused organized sponsor meeting | |
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