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2019-03-25
I am feeling uneasy about it all. Maybe this is how it's suppose[sic] to feel – feeling as if this is completely normal. If I didn't have high emotions and it's first day of nothing than this is to be expected. E has been distant – feel as though feelings changing – and for some reason feel that it all has to do with his ex. I've just been feeling some type of way lately. Being w/ Athena has brightened up my week and I was going to give her back to Howard tomorrow – but when will I see my girl again. April probably. I can't believe I leave in 6 days. I am now going on Sunday – but that may change. I went to the Hamilton Hotel and saw the uniforms I designed. They look great! It is exciting to say the least but for some reason not as excited as I should be. I think it's a mixture of things. I'm going to go to yoga tonight + hopefully even out a bit – let the zen in. I'm I making the right desicion[sic]? Sometimes I feel like I'm making a mistake – that I should stick around here + do what I need out of NYC – but that also is a little late.
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| Sentiment (-1=negative, 1=positive) | |
| Score | -0.0021473587263736 |
| Emotion Scores (0-1) | |
| Joy | 0.02933525719859 |
| Sadness | 0 |
| Fear | 0.21864675916565 |
| Anger | 0.49224192737977 |
| Surprise | 0 |
| Disgust | 0 |
| Key Words | |
| feeling feel going think change hotel uniform designed excited yoga | |
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