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2019-03-09
Addiction tears lives apart. Keeps people in a cycle of nothingness, anxiety, and worry. I am committed to this new way of life. Via my actions. I feel different this time – I feel “ok” with being alone + doing things on my own. This shift came in Florida when I was forced to figure it out on my own. I'm not scared like I used to be however I do have moments of doubt. Am I making the right move? Leaving behind my dog, my family, my home. I do feel like a change of scenery could do me go but I do wonder if I will get lonely. Joe Biden without question has the best chances in a general election. That is what the news is reporting now. I think it might be the road to recovery – I've been vulnerable + being courageous as I can be.
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| Sentiment (-1=negative, 1=positive) | |
| Score | 0.11303305250909 |
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| Joy | 0 |
| Sadness | 0 |
| Fear | 1 |
| Anger | 0.59727656946392 |
| Surprise | 0 |
| Disgust | 0 |
| Key Words | |
| feel like tear scared recovery road think reporting chance lonely | |
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