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2019-02-28
Twas the night before solitude and all through the house... not a creature was stirring, not even a mouse. Preparing for the unknown... I feel like maybe I should get a hotel room – a little limited on money at the moment. Babs would assist if need be. I'll figure it out. I'm assuming he is still picking me up? I'm just going with the flow. He was angry as fuck tonight on the phone. I do pray he isn't using. His phone is off. I would feel responsible on some level. I have to lean into all this discomfort and find my way – It's just cloudy right now. What's going on – in here? Should I try to call him back? Maybe this is my respite. But, it will feel different not having my own place? Why am I going to stay with him?
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| Sentiment (-1=negative, 1=positive) | |
| Score | -0.037318127538095 |
| Emotion Scores (0-1) | |
| Joy | 0 |
| Sadness | 0.078483414333081 |
| Fear | 0 |
| Anger | 0.57478837943838 |
| Surprise | 0.20559192662233 |
| Disgust | 0 |
| Key Words | |
| just feel phone going night different respite right cloudy way | |
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