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2019-02-02
Early morning – the sun has not yet shown it's shine. To thine own self be true. I have to continue to walk in faith – that everything should be exactly how it's meant to be. It is one week today + I'm feeling more settled – in that knowing. God has a plan for me – one that I can't know right now. And that's all I need to know – for now. I have struggled for control – for absolutes. For some assurances that I will never get as long as I keep struggling. I do know that I would like to quit smoking for my health.
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| Sentiment (-1=negative, 1=positive) | |
| Score | 0.067570455988889 |
| Emotion Scores (0-1) | |
| Joy | 0.24487709825377 |
| Sadness | 0 |
| Fear | 0.21821635477084 |
| Anger | 0 |
| Surprise | 0.030584055271678 |
| Disgust | 0 |
| Key Words | |
| know morning plan quit like struggling long absolute control struggle | |
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